Last night I
was hit with some news that left me feeling quite hurt. I prayed about it last
night with my prayer group, and prayer-journaled my feelings about it to God
this morning. My testimony is to exalt God for giving us private and corporate
prayer to pour out our hearts to him and experience his healing and comfort in
Christ Jesus.
I do not want
to get stuck on my specific experience (God heard all about it last night and
this morning), but broaden this to the issue of how God’s word speaks to us in
whatever we are going through so we can always apply his word to our lives and
put into practice whatever it is teaching us. I simply wanted you to know that
I came to God’s word with a broken heart, and God comforted me. That is my
testimony. It is what God does, as he has done countless times.
Today, it was
a return to this Scripture that ministered to my soul:
The Spirit lifted me up and took me away, and I went in bitterness in
the heat of my spirit, the hand of the LORD being strong upon me. And I came to
the exiles at Tel-abib, who were dwelling by the Chebar canal, and I sat where
they were dwelling. And I sat there overwhelmed among them seven days.[1]
What
ministered to me was this divinely-inspired record of a man who was as
smack-dab in the center of God’s will as any man could be, and yet he described
himself in three ways that are often considered negative emotions. He said he went
out to do God’s will in bitterness, while in the heat of his spirit, and
feeling overwhelmed.
Now, I must
note that his bitterness was not the kind we often think of when one person is
hurt by another. This was a description of a heart that was burdened by the
pronouncement that he had such a bitter assignment as speaking God’s judgment
to hardheaded, stubborn-hearted, rebellious people.[2]
Imagine the
heartache of someone who wanted to serve God, wanted to be part of a people who
were faithful and obedient to God, and just heard God himself announce that the
dream of an exciting, vibrant, fruitful ministry was not going to happen.
Instead, it would be one of judgment and woe against a people who would not listen
to him even though his message was breathed-out by God.[3]
While there is
much more that could be said about Ezekiel’s assignment, the point of my
sharing is that there was a wonderful comfort in God’s assurance that a man can
be bitterly heart-broken over something that people are doing, and yet still
experience the LORD’s hand strong upon him and his ministry. I know the burning
of my heart because of the sin of one person against another. Now I want to be
sure I am living in such a way as to fully join whatever God’s hand is doing.
Or, to put it
another way, no matter how I am feeling, I want to keep in step with the Holy Spirit[4] as
I bring all my heartaches and sorrows to my heavenly Father where comfort
abounds[5]
and mercies are new every morning.[6]
From my heart,
Monte
©
2013 Monte Vigh ~ Box 517, Merritt, BC, V1K 1B8 ~ in2freedom@gmail.com
Unless
otherwise noted, Scriptures are from the English Standard Version (The Holy
Bible, English Standard Version Copyright © 2001 by Crossway
Bibles, a division of Good News Publishers.)
[1]
Ezekiel 3:14-15
[2]
Ezekiel 3:1-11
[3]
“16 All
Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for
correction, and for training in righteousness, 17 that the man of God may be complete, equipped for
every good work.” (II Timothy 3)
[4]
“25 If we live by the Spirit, let us also keep
in step with the Spirit.” (Galatians 5)
[5]
“3 Blessed
be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God
of all comfort, 4 who
comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who
are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted
by God. 5 For
as we share abundantly in Christ's sufferings, so through Christ we share
abundantly in comfort too.” (II Corinthians
1)
[6]
“22 The
steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his
mercies never come to an end; 23 they are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness. 24 ‘The Lord is my portion,’ says my soul, ‘therefore I will hope in him.’” (Lamentations 3)
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