True
worship is the combination of “spirit and
truth” that Jesus was looking for.[1] It is both an inner experience and an outer expression. So is the
case of the woman who came into enemy territory to weep over Jesus’ feet, dry
them with her hair, and kiss them in thanksgiving for bringing Jesus into her
life.[2] She had already experienced something within her soul, and it had to
be expressed with such a series of worshipful actions.
In
whatever ways we may already express worship to God for the gift of salvation
in Jesus Christ, today I would like to consider how rejoicing in our trials
should be included. The New Testament makes it clear that tribulation is not
only possible, but it is expected. Jesus said, “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and put you to death, and
you will be hated by all nations for my name's sake.”[3] That is the norm for the Christian life.
When
we surrender to the call of Scripture to consider it “all joy” when we go through all kinds of trials in Jesus’ name,[4] we are declaring that Jesus is worthy of whatever suffering we
experience because of him. Peter did not truly feel the value of Christ when he
denied Jesus three times;[5] but he did know the worth of Jesus’ name when he was beaten and
threatened, and yet left the persecuting group “rejoicing that they
were counted worthy to suffer dishonor for the name.”[6]
One of the
difficulties in worshiping God in our suffering is when the suffering is
inflicted by people close to us. These attacks often appear as a confirmation
of a lifetime of let downs and rejections from people we cared about. Our minds
quickly interpret sufferings from friends and family as personal.
However, when
our trials are the result of seeking to be the light and salt Jesus made us to
be,[7] it
doesn’t matter whether that suffering comes from near or far, it is still
worship to Jesus to rejoice in such tribulations.
One of the
common lessons in our experience of suffering from close-up people is that we
discover that certain people seem to have greater worth to us than Jesus has. When
a close friend or family member causes us suffering because we are living for Christ, our
struggle to rejoice in this trial may be God’s way of exposing our poverty of
spirit in this area of our lives.[8]
God may very well be working to show us that family and friends mean more to us
than he does.
All these
thoughts came out of the consideration of Revelation 1:9 where it speaks of “the tribulation and the
kingdom and the patient endurance that are in Jesus”. There is “the tribulation”
that is “in Jesus”. It is
unavoidable. Jesus promised it would happen when he stated, “I have said these things to you, that in me
you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I
have overcome the world.”[9] If we cannot “take heart”
and “consider it all joy” when it is family
or friends causing the tribulation, it merely exposes that we have more to
experience of the value of Jesus overcoming the world in us, and for us.
The
big lesson for me today was the conviction that I must stop nursing wounds
inflicted by people close to me, and sincerely obey Jesus’ command to rejoice
in my troubles simply because he is worth it. Even just now as I think of this,
it seems quite possible that rejoicing in these tribulations is the very thing that will
heal the wounds inflicted by people who cause us trials far more
up-close-and-personal than we wish would ever happen.
If
you are a believer in Jesus Christ, ask yourself whether you are minimizing
your “salt and light” to family and friends because you are more concerned
about losing them than you are about honoring Christ. No matter how any of us
come out of such an examination, let us delight ourselves in the Lord no matter
who is offended by us doing so, and wait on him to give us the satisfaction of
the deepest desires of our hearts.[10] Then, along with worshiping him with our joy in tribulation, we will
also be able to worship him with our joy in his blessings.
From
my heart, Monte
True words that are hard to correctly put into practice...
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